ENFP-T

Campaigner Personality 

As I finished the personality test, I ended up with the campaigner personality. As I began to read more about the campaigner personality traits I realized the similar traits in this I have regarding this personality. The campaigner personality traits states "More than just sociable people-pleasers though, Campaigners, like all their Diplomat cousins, are shaped by their Intuitive (N) quality, allowing them to read between the lines with curiosity and energy." which matches what i think/feel most of the time and overall just how how I as a person function. Although with the traits they stay some other things like  "Unfortunately their skill with upkeep, administration, and follow-through on those projects struggles. Without more hands-on people to help push day-to-day things along, Campaigners’ ideas are likely to remain just that – ideas." which I have to highly disagree with because of how logical I am and how I concrete on things more.  I feel this a pretty accurate personality fitted for me due to all the descriptions given about campaigners, but then again I think personality can change pretty often so taking this test ever couple of years it would change. This test was pretty fun to talk and in the end came out accurate, I would totally recommend this test to you all and say that it was was the easiest personality quizzes I've ever taken.

Based on a true story

Goodbye for now 

Back story:

It was just days after my birthday when he started to get sick and we had spent so many days in that god forbidden hospital, I'm sorry allow me to introduce myself, My name is Isabella Martinez and this is the story of my dads cancer. it started with sleepless night but he would still go to work early in the morning to support us, you see my dad works for UPS and usually lifting boxes and walking around was really easy for him but as soon as he started to get sick he couldn't do those things anymore. Everything seemed like a struggle to him lately but my dad being his hotheaded self refused to see any doctors.
 Months had passed and it was a couple of days after thanksgiving when my dad finally decided to see a doctor, and being the good, loving daughter I am I decided to go with him. When we finally got to see the doctor, I could swear she came into the room and just threw a brick at me. The words "cancer" slowly left her mouth like it was just a cold or something! I could not believe what I was hearing, how was anything going to be okay? like ever?! My dad and I walked out and he just didn't say a word to me about anything, was he going crazy? did he just not hear what that devil woman just spoke!? "what are we going to do?" I could barley ask the question without crying, he turned to me and and with the softest eyes and tone said "We aren't going to do anything, I am going to wait for the results and see what happens, I'm superman, nothing is going to happen."
 So for the next few days I would check up on him and the phone calls, but sadly nothing. Again another quick morning check, everything was alright until around lunch time when he was rushed to the hospital with a "bad infection." My dad was in the hospital for the next two weeks getting treated for an infection. He seemed to get better until his birthday night. It was a school night but my brother and I would visit him for at least 4 hours a night. He looked at my family with such seriousness and told us that he had stage four pancreatic cancer.

Option one: 

My father passed away from pancreatic cancer in a matter of two weeks 

Option two: 

My father survived this cancer scare and is now striving better then ever

If you choose option one: 
My father got worse in a matter of days, to the point where he count even eat or get out of bed.  My dad could barley breath on his own and had tubes connected to him because of how fast the cancer was affecting him. Everyday me family and I would spend countless nights watching over him, listening to the last couple of words he could make out. Until the doctor pulled us all to the side and told us how he had hours maybe minutes left to live. I stood over my dad and watched him slowly leave us. I will never forget the way his heartbeat felt pressed against my hand as he left us, or the last thing he said to me before he couldn't talk anymore.
If you choose option two:
After we found out what exactly he was suffering from, my family and I did everything we could to get the treatment he needed. It took a matter of weeks to get him started on chemo but when he did, he fully recovered so fast. I never saw my father recover something so fast. I knew he was trying so hard to fight this for me and my brother and thats exactly what he did. He now is in perfect condition and has never been happier.

*please be mindful that this was based off my fathers death and it was really difficult to write about but I thought it should be shared. 

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• Above average college entrance test scores
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Marie's "get to know me" Mixtape

*WARNING A LOT OF READING AHEAD!

Side A; The beginning 

So if you really want to get to know me, we might well start of at the beginning. About the songs that remind me of everything that got me through my younger years. 

Track 1. Glad you came - The Wanted https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ggzxInyzVE

Oddly enough this was one of the first songs I had ever listened to when I got my first phone, it reminds me of so many things, like my best friend I had then or a time when my parents were still together. A time were I was happy at school. I don't really listen to this song anymore but when I do it helps me fell better about life and my surroundings. 

Track 2. Maps - Maroon 5 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7ix6RITXM0

Every time I listen to this song it honestly breaks my heart because so many things happened when I started listening to this song. I had just had my heart broken, from a guy who I thought was my first love. My mom had just left us because my parents decided to get a divorce. This song tends to help me cry and help me move forward from whatever is happening. 

Track 3. They don't know about us - One Direction https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIFo7jKH8tc

It was christmas eve and my family and I were singing karaoke when I put this song on they all sang with me and it was the first time in a while I felt so loved and cared for. This song is much more then a faint memory to me but remembrance of what my family is to me. I will always love this song.

Track 4.  Oh hell - SoMo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=urd5Vr8GCWM

When my parents divorced my dad started to drink more and took it out on me and one night I had this song playing when he was yelling at me and throwing things at me, I hate the memories this song brings back but as I see it now they are memories of my dad so I keep this on repeat. 

Track 5. Wait for you - Elliot Yamin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xaHyvAMLk7U

When I listen to this song it reminds me of when I left from El Paso to Albuquerque, I started Freshman year here and it was difficult to leave my brother and father. I now listen to this song when I start to miss my brother so I know he's always just a phone call away. 

Side B; Whats left now? 

Track 1. Unfaithful - Rihanna https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rp4UwPZfRis

Me trying to figure out my life 

this song reminds me of just a really low point in my life, when I was in the hospital and officially diagnosed with epilepsy and depression so a lot was happening and i had unfaithful on repeat. Now when I listen to the song it makes me smile and think about how far I've gotten. 

Track 2. You're beautiful - James Blunt https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oofSnsGkops

When I hear this song I think of just how much of a wonderful connection me and my mother have now. I remember it like yesterday when we sat at the dinning room table and sang this song together. 

Track 3. I don't dance - Hight school musical 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7B9Nv-Z9ag

When I was younger I wound watch the High school musical movie almost everyday and even now as a teenager I will watch them with my parents to reminisce. It was summer of last year and my father and I were watching HSM2 when then song "I don't dance"came on and he started to sing and dance to it. I got and and joined him so we ended up singing and dancing to it together. This song will always remind me of that day, and of my dad. 

Track 4. We belong together - Mariah Carey https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0habxsuXW4g

It was New years eve when I decided to put this song on repeat, My father had stage four pancreatic cancer and was dying in front of our eyes. He ended up dying at 4:30 in the morning while I was at home listening to this song and trying to fall asleep without him. "When you left I lost a part of me" "Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better"  these specific lyrics bring up his death and how much I really miss him. At first I thought he was faking and just messing them because I could still picture him breathing but this song keeps him memory alive in my head. 

Track 5. You are my sunshine - Johnny Cash https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgT0JTXIxMo

 When I was younger my parents used to sing this song to me to help me fall asleep. My father would rock me in his arms and my mom would sing. After my father died my mom sang this song to me to remind me of when her and my father would sing to me. 

A Black History homage

Madam C. J. Walker:

 In a day of Colorado she officially went by Madam C. J. Walker, from encouragement from her husband. Walker was not only known for being the first American woman to become a self-made millionaire but also for her philanthropic endeavors, like her donation toward the construction of Indianapolis' YMCA in the year 1913. As profits continued to grow, in 1908 Walker opened a factory and a beauty school in Pittsburgh, and by 1910, when Walker transferred her business operations to Indianapolis, the Madam C.J. Walker Manufacturing Company had become wildly successful, with profits that were the modern-day equivalent of several million dollars.
She is probably one of the most inspirational people to live, making such a huge career from a small effect. As i get older it is my goal to maintain a successful career and her story certainly inspires me to do so. https://www.biography.com/people/madam-cj-walker-9522174

The organized way!

Dear, concerned reader

LABEL THEM: I received a question today, "how can I become organized at school?" and I thought of some few tips that might help out this problem. The first tip that i recommend is label! I never thought this could help but as soon as started to label my different type of books and things, everything was so much easier to find. The next important tip is invest in folders, I have a folder for my homework and a folder for my graded work. Again label those as well. If you don't wish to label having a certain color to match the class is another way to go.
 ORDER IT: Now getting to the less important things, as a really messy person I know how hard it can be to stay organized, my first year of high school I was a mess. Then I learned a tactic to help get through the day without having to dig through my bag to try and find that one book for some class. I started to assign my books in order of my class schedule. and as soon as that class was over I would put the books in the back of my bag so by the end of the day the order would be the same as it had been in the beginning of the day. (I hope that made sense).

 CLEAN UP:  Another good way to stay organized in school is by maintaining a good work space and an organized note structure, with the good work space and organized note structure it is a good way to keep you're a mind a a relaxed state to keep the rest of what you do organized.
 I know it can be really hard at times to stay organized but if you keep the right mindset you can do it, and these tips don't need to be specifically for school. you could switch them up for any other thing you are having trouble staying organized in.
                                                         sincerely, you're fellow Schoolmate

A Member Of The New Society

Our definition: "Gen  Z" is part of a generation that is global, social, visual and technological. They are the most connected, educated and sophisticated generation ever. They are the up-agers, with influence beyond their years. They are the tweens, the teens, the youth and young adults of our global society.

 Generation Z, or rather i'd say, us, are probably the most advanced i ways people never thought could be possible. Technological wise we are far more advanced then the other generations but is that really a good thing? Generation Z in a far more expressed generation and they tend to put their best foot forward and look for their way in success. Although most of society might not have the best look on this generation, I know as a member of this generation i know that we have such a bright future ahead of us, we don't get a lot of support for our outlooks but we have so much to offer and we plan to make this world something greater for a future generation.